Saturday, December 26, 2009

Just not feeling it....

We took down all the Christmas stuff today. Normally we leave it up until Jan 1st, but it was hard enough having it up this long. It's hard for me to be happy and celebrate when I'm so sad.

I had to go into the RE for a blood draw today since I'm still having pain and bleeding. It's hard going there too. 4 weeks ago, we went in for a blood draw and found out I was pregnant. Now we're going in and hoping that the hCG is back to normal. It's not. My number is still in the pregnancy range. I have to go back again next Saturday to have another blood draw. My RE wants to follow me with blood draws until my number is back to 0.

I would have been 8w0d pregnant today. Today sucks. I'm having a hard time not snapping at DH. I have very little patience with myself and anyone today.