Unexplained infertile and non-obstructive azoospermic parenting after 11 years of TTC.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
This Week
This week was a roller coaster of emotions. I'm not quite sure why, but at acupuncture on Friday Dr. T helped me to even out a bit. I seemed to run the gamut of all emotions, but the predominant one was anger. I don't know where this is coming from and quite honestly, I didn't really try to figure it out. I more or less ignored it or used that energy to clean house, exercise or get things done for my new church calling. I'm not angry at anyone in particular, I just have this rage (it's not that violent, but I don't know what else to call it) bubbling under the surface. The other two predominant emotions have been sadness and feeling overwhelmed. I also had joy and excitement, and I've had some fun this week, but poor DH really stepped into a hornet's nest a few times and unfortunately bore the brunt of my anger one night which I'm not proud of. I'm praying that this week I'll find more peace or be able to figure out where these feeling are coming from and somehow resolve them.
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