Mixed Happiness

I have some very good friends that have been ttc for over a year. They became pg in September and I'm very happy for them. They did at home DICI's and struggled through them as we have in the past. We found out last night that the baby is a girl. I'm so happy for them! I know they will be wonderful mother's and they will love, cherish and help this little girl grow into a wonderful woman. At the same time I have a tiny bit of me that is jealous of their happiness. It's an ugly part of me to be sure, and I'm able to squash it most times... but it is still there. I can't wait to get together with them and congratulate them in person. They are wonderful women and truly deserving of all this happiness.