Well, over the weekend my boss had some pregnancy problems. She saw her doctor and the doctor recommended she have an ultrasound today. It wasn't good news. The baby never developed. She is having a rough time of it. I feel bad for her. I hope that she is able to come to terms with this loss. It was a hard day. The kids knew she was sad, but they don't know why. I was a bit sad too. However, I really think this is for the best. I just wish she didn't have to go through a loss like this though.
Edited to add: It turns out there was a baby. It stopped developing at 8 weeks or so. This has made everything harder. Today (Tuesday) the boss talked to me about it during nap time. I am glad I can be there for her (since I've been through similar things) but it is emotionally draining. It brings up all of my negative thoughts/feelings about my own infertility experience. Also, they are planning on trying again. Probably in January, which is when I want to try our home insemination. We'll see how the rest of the week goes. She will be home tomorrow and then having her D&C on Thursday afternoon.
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