Eh

I'm having an off day. The kiddos at work were in full tantrum mode most of the day. The little one in particular was having quite the attitude. I'm feeling sad and missing my little one. I can't help but keep track of where I would have been if I was still pregnant. I am feeling really scared that with our next IVF the same thing could happen. Most of the time I have hope and faith that all will go well and I'll get pregnant and STAY pregnant. But today I just don't.