Today is my birthday. I'm 32. It's been a bitter-sweet day. I feel blessed to have a wonderful DH, home, family and life. But it's also hard not to compare my reality with where I thought I would be at 32. I married young. As such, I assumed I would be done having my children (we never decided back then on the 2 he wanted or the 4 I wanted) by 30, not still ttc #1 at 32.
However, I'm trying to be more positive than negative today and tomorrow is my suppression ultrasound and blood work. Once that is done and a-ok then I get a 3-day furlough with no medications. AND I'll be off of the horrible OCP, and the constant nausea should disappear. Starting Halloween, I will begin the twice a day injections of a micro-dose of Lupron. The follicle stimulation meds, Gonal-f and Menopur this go-a-round, will be added to the micro-dose Lupron starting the 2nd.
This year will be the best one yet...
1 comment:
You are darn right! It's gonna be a GREAT YEAR!
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