Back at Work

I'm back at work after a nice break while the family was on vacation. It's been good to be working and each day I have packed with activities with the girls to keep my mind occupied. I've started re-reading a favorite book during nap time, so overall I'm able to keep my worries about next month's antral follicle scan at bay. But when I get home... especially at night before I fall asleep the fears poke through. I keep thinking that when I go back there will be even fewer antral follicles. I'm hoping that this month was a fluke and everything will be fine, but my hope is really starting to falter. I'm praying and trying to turn these fears and worries over to the Lord, but it's not easy most of the time. I'm hoping that after acupuncture tomorrow, I'll feel a bit more evened out emotionally.